Sep 29, 2005 18:38
Fucking, i've been up since 3 this morning. last nite was kirsten going away diner and it was so nice. we had such a fun time, just kind of talking about anything and everything. After diner garrett and i went to the beach, it was nice to go down there, alot of it just really helped because i could clear my head, and i had alot going through it. The this mornign i woke up at 3 b/c i had to piss, then i couldn't get back to sleep for like half an hour, and i realized, im like, kirsten's gone now and i figured she'd probably finished saying goodbye to garrett. so i gave her a call and i guess she was at dave's b/c she had to call me back, she'd been running late.
So eventually i got the call from kirsten and we talked and we both started crying and kirsten's doubts began to surface. i told her she was doing the right thing, plus she can always come home. i miss kirsten i really wasn't ready for her to go. i miss her.