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I've got 26 1/2 days left of this pregnancy bullshit and hopefully my darling child won't be a complete brat and make me wait any longer, my doctor and my mother both say its highly unlikely she'll come on her due date(they think she'll come earlier than that, I hope they're right)
I feel ready but knowing myself as soon as I'm told that Yes, indeed I am in labor, I will probably freak the hell out and scream "No, no, no, I'm not ready yet, please, give me a few more weeks" =)
Andrew and I got into another STUPID fight last night, and we nearly did break up, I haven't cried that badly in years, probably since my first boyfriend and I broke up but this actually hurt worse. I tried to pretend like it didn't but I love him more than I've ever loved anyone, well up until Ms. Meikah Graceanne gets her chubby butt here. I am worried now though, Andrew admitted that he would wait 2 months to see if we got back together, he than trailed off and I said "What's that supposed to mean?" he wouldn't tell me and I started to think he meant he'd start dating someone else(which is what I thought and was like 'duh'" it turns out he meant killing himself...It scares me that he thinks he cannot live without me, I told him "You've lived without me before and were just fine, don't be a selfish asshole and do that EVER to our daughter and friends, that is the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my entire life!"
Some may say that was a mean thing to say but...its my only way to tell him "Hey dumb ass, I love you don't go and kill yourself over me"
Anyways, yeah, 26 days left, I cannot wait to meet her. I will bawl my damn eyes out. =P
I feel ready but knowing myself as soon as I'm told that Yes, indeed I am in labor, I will probably freak the hell out and scream "No, no, no, I'm not ready yet, please, give me a few more weeks" =)
Andrew and I got into another STUPID fight last night, and we nearly did break up, I haven't cried that badly in years, probably since my first boyfriend and I broke up but this actually hurt worse. I tried to pretend like it didn't but I love him more than I've ever loved anyone, well up until Ms. Meikah Graceanne gets her chubby butt here. I am worried now though, Andrew admitted that he would wait 2 months to see if we got back together, he than trailed off and I said "What's that supposed to mean?" he wouldn't tell me and I started to think he meant he'd start dating someone else(which is what I thought and was like 'duh'" it turns out he meant killing himself...It scares me that he thinks he cannot live without me, I told him "You've lived without me before and were just fine, don't be a selfish asshole and do that EVER to our daughter and friends, that is the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my entire life!"
Some may say that was a mean thing to say but...its my only way to tell him "Hey dumb ass, I love you don't go and kill yourself over me"
Anyways, yeah, 26 days left, I cannot wait to meet her. I will bawl my damn eyes out. =P