Apr 26, 2004 20:11
So yeah, I'm still sick and it's been a crappy day. I've talked to Halsey about some of it, but we never finished it
Basically we talked about how certain people are just saying that they are your friends because that is the way they are and they only think of themselves in matters..and to take traits of an ideal friend and compare them to that person..if they dont match up...screw em?
So Friday Marissa ditched Dana and me to go with Tony, Circe, and Alex to some stupid thing at the main building okay whatever I was mad at that Halsey asked me if I was really shocked that they did that I guess i shouldn't be. And then Marissa acts like she's a friend and only but she ignores me sometimes at school and then out of school its just poo. She says things she'll never do and says she wants to hang out and crap but she doesn't, because then i found out the next day she hung out with tony or alex or some crap like that.
Alex msged me tonight asking if I was ok--probably just because marissa because seemingly he'll do anything for her. I feel like i'm not actually his friend either or any of that shit. Wow.
Lots of people have been acting like this at school and once I feel like writing the rest of the names? I will.
Just put it this way, figure out who all of you are and learn to be a good friend and shit.
I just want to poof out of here for a bit because of how shitty i've felt lately with everyone and people making me feel like shit at school. Nice friends u are huh?
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BTW- if anyone finds my assignment notebook please tell me i need it BADLY.
ttyl..anyone wanna do anything over the weekend call..dana and i are doing something and halsey and i may do so too.
You never notice how many true friends you have until it's just like..wam in your face. Don't mess with peoples emotions because you know what? You're just hurting them.
See you later.