Today was a good one. Like every year, i dread going to squad outings because we haven't seen each other in awhile and we're 'no longer close' and it's gonna suck. We're gonna be like strangers and nothing much on the cards, it's gonna suck. But i still go anyway, and it's always not what i make it out to be. We'd still laugh about the old times, (Wow like every single time we meet, we talk about past cheerleading competitions) like we're talking about them for the first time. Then we whoop in joy and other patrons stare at us but so what? Fuck you, we are the Jenecades and we are invincible.
Until the next call for another squad outing, i'm laying low and letting the whole cycle begin.
"again? it's so gonna suck."