Thoughts
I want to say thanks - sometimes I get scared when I have these feelings but I know they will pass just as they have in the past. The feelings I won’t grow old to see how things turn out but I guess I could joke and say I’m old now. I just need to remember to make every moment count - isn’t that right?
I truly enjoy the snippets of time you give to play - thanks. As I’ve said before and say again it is probably the main reason I haven’t lost it during this change in my life. To feel like I’ve not truly felt in a while - free to be passionate. Yet at times it makes me lose focus of the economic aspects of school and work - but I’ve been told I’m a work alcoholic or extremely absorbed so I guess this is positive.
Sometimes I think it is fate due to circumstance I am spending more time with my children - HELL... maybe I’m just going through a mid-life crisis.
Maybe when I don’t interact with other humans for several hours I get in a funk - I’ve had conversation on the phone but not to really look into the eyes of someone else and talk. This too shall pass... I’m just bummed about going back to work.
I truly enjoy the snippets of time you give to play - thanks. As I’ve said before and say again it is probably the main reason I haven’t lost it during this change in my life. To feel like I’ve not truly felt in a while - free to be passionate. Yet at times it makes me lose focus of the economic aspects of school and work - but I’ve been told I’m a work alcoholic or extremely absorbed so I guess this is positive.
Sometimes I think it is fate due to circumstance I am spending more time with my children - HELL... maybe I’m just going through a mid-life crisis.
Maybe when I don’t interact with other humans for several hours I get in a funk - I’ve had conversation on the phone but not to really look into the eyes of someone else and talk. This too shall pass... I’m just bummed about going back to work.