Friends Only
Sometimes shit sucks, and at the moment my self-worth has gone down the toilet. Still I'm surrounded by beauty. No, really.
My wonderful Razvan who is so sweet to me, even if he would be horrified that I said that.
Emily who always treated me like a daughter and now as a friend.
My amazing 'brother' Noah. Noah, without you... I can't think what I would be, beyond 'nowhere'. I love you.
My darling Godric who grew up next door, has shared my entire life, including my love of keyboards and art, and has better legs than I do. Bitch.
My amazing Ben who has been there for every step in my life, even before I could take steps. He has been my father, my friend, and my confidante. I wouldn't be who I am today without you, Ben. So thank you thank you thank you endlessly thank you. And, of course, wonderful Andy, who is the little sister I never had. And who better not touch RPattz. That shit spreads.
Peter Kemp, who took the time to help me when I needed help even though he had no reason to. And who continues to help day after day. He didn't want me to take this picture and then I did anyway, which is why with the face... It makes me giggle.
The indomitable Daria, who is new, but she'd better never go anywhere. I freakin' mean it.
My wonderful Kat, who can always make me feel loved and sexy as well. And she never stops making me laugh. In good ways...
My sweet Joss (who shouldn't be smoking!) who always keeps it real.
Audrey, who can bra a room with the best of them! Yes, it's a verb. She makes music as beautiful as she is. Which is impressive.
Isla and Rhiannon who fill the house with love. They're not together, just the best of best friends, and it's beautiful.
And last but certainly not least, my Leon. Who gets a special shout out because I spent eight hours weeping in his arms last night, and he never once told me I was being ridiculous or tried to stop me from expressing myself. (Nor did he attempt to sleep with me, which yes I need to state because of lame boys I used to know and date...) Thank you, Leon. You make me see the light at the end of the tunnel. Knowing you is such a wonderful adventure.
Knowing all of you is. Never change. I know I won't be.
My wonderful Razvan who is so sweet to me, even if he would be horrified that I said that.
Emily who always treated me like a daughter and now as a friend.
My amazing 'brother' Noah. Noah, without you... I can't think what I would be, beyond 'nowhere'. I love you.
My darling Godric who grew up next door, has shared my entire life, including my love of keyboards and art, and has better legs than I do. Bitch.
My amazing Ben who has been there for every step in my life, even before I could take steps. He has been my father, my friend, and my confidante. I wouldn't be who I am today without you, Ben. So thank you thank you thank you endlessly thank you. And, of course, wonderful Andy, who is the little sister I never had. And who better not touch RPattz. That shit spreads.
Peter Kemp, who took the time to help me when I needed help even though he had no reason to. And who continues to help day after day. He didn't want me to take this picture and then I did anyway, which is why with the face... It makes me giggle.
The indomitable Daria, who is new, but she'd better never go anywhere. I freakin' mean it.
My wonderful Kat, who can always make me feel loved and sexy as well. And she never stops making me laugh. In good ways...
My sweet Joss (who shouldn't be smoking!) who always keeps it real.
Audrey, who can bra a room with the best of them! Yes, it's a verb. She makes music as beautiful as she is. Which is impressive.
Isla and Rhiannon who fill the house with love. They're not together, just the best of best friends, and it's beautiful.
And last but certainly not least, my Leon. Who gets a special shout out because I spent eight hours weeping in his arms last night, and he never once told me I was being ridiculous or tried to stop me from expressing myself. (Nor did he attempt to sleep with me, which yes I need to state because of lame boys I used to know and date...) Thank you, Leon. You make me see the light at the end of the tunnel. Knowing you is such a wonderful adventure.
Knowing all of you is. Never change. I know I won't be.