HIBERNACULA-->0.4 Hello boys...

May 22, 2005 20:12

My mom called yesterday. I already feel like crap (literally, hacking out my lungs with fluid). Meanwhile I didn't get a chance to call her or my aunt for Mother's Day. She wanted to hear my voice, and know that I was alright. I know she cares for me, just that she has no idea of the continued dark streak that I've been enduring since I last saw her. She's just returned from having to bury her mom and console herself that she's got a place & people to care for her in important times; and a pension... which is a step up from what anyone looking for work now will tell you. I don't have to worry as much, thank goodness concerning that because at least I know that she's being seen to. I have to fight my way to stay alive and around for now. CD's, book and planning my next major personal move. I am getting the feeling of wanting to travel a bit more. This will be a busy week (thank you chest cold & flu) not to mention being a short one (cause of May 24).

I feel time go by more and more, and see mom as the lady she was for me growing up, but don't know her has well as I had thought I might...






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