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I thought I was feeling better. I thought maybe my head got straightened out for a bit. Guess it was just that I had a horrible cold for over a week....apparently that knocked me out so badly I thought I felt good mentally! What a fucking kick. Now I'm getting healthy and my mind is going back to insane. Fuck it all, I'm tired. I hate you all for destroying me, I hate you all for making me hate, I hate you all for making me become who I have become, and I hate you for making me continue to lead myself down through the same hole.