it's as blue as your blue goodbye
so I never write in here.
some people have made it clear that don't appreciate this about me.
I guess i'm just different. I don't really know what to write. It also appears that sometimes I write the wrong thing although I didn't know there were rules. I don't express myself easy with a pen (or keyboard).
I've been thinking about why our group broke up. And I don't know why. I think that Jo hit the nail on the head from my perspective anyway- I wasn't friends with some of the people in the group. I'm not going to name names but I think some people know who those other people were.
It wasn't that I didn't like them- they were all great girls- I just struggled to find something in common with a some of them. In fact, my only in common was school and that disintegrated when we left so we then had nothing in common. C'est la vie. I miss Jae and Jo though. I'm not 100% sure where I stand with them though. I never go out with people because I have so much going on with my life that I have no time for a social life. In fact, my only social outing is to netball with Roz and the crew. Money is a factor too. As is time and energy. I'm devoting all my spare time at the moment between my uni and business work. It's all too much.
I'm such a different person than I was a year ago as well. I'm heaps different. I can't define the ways. I just am.
Mum's been back in hospital recently. her stay got extended from 4 days to 3 weeks. We thought Pa was going to die recently too. He had pulmonary (sp?) embelysms (sp?) in his lungs. Like blood clots. He spent weeks in hopsital but he's okay now. Hmmm.. it's been tough. But I hope things look up.
Am staying at the Rialto with Mark tomorrow night. WE're going to the comedy fest as well. My first social event in months. Can't wait. Will leave me broke but whats money without champagne!
somebody has prankde me 3 times and its almost minute. on my home phone.
"the call is coming from inside the house"
i hope not!
some people have made it clear that don't appreciate this about me.
I guess i'm just different. I don't really know what to write. It also appears that sometimes I write the wrong thing although I didn't know there were rules. I don't express myself easy with a pen (or keyboard).
I've been thinking about why our group broke up. And I don't know why. I think that Jo hit the nail on the head from my perspective anyway- I wasn't friends with some of the people in the group. I'm not going to name names but I think some people know who those other people were.
It wasn't that I didn't like them- they were all great girls- I just struggled to find something in common with a some of them. In fact, my only in common was school and that disintegrated when we left so we then had nothing in common. C'est la vie. I miss Jae and Jo though. I'm not 100% sure where I stand with them though. I never go out with people because I have so much going on with my life that I have no time for a social life. In fact, my only social outing is to netball with Roz and the crew. Money is a factor too. As is time and energy. I'm devoting all my spare time at the moment between my uni and business work. It's all too much.
I'm such a different person than I was a year ago as well. I'm heaps different. I can't define the ways. I just am.
Mum's been back in hospital recently. her stay got extended from 4 days to 3 weeks. We thought Pa was going to die recently too. He had pulmonary (sp?) embelysms (sp?) in his lungs. Like blood clots. He spent weeks in hopsital but he's okay now. Hmmm.. it's been tough. But I hope things look up.
Am staying at the Rialto with Mark tomorrow night. WE're going to the comedy fest as well. My first social event in months. Can't wait. Will leave me broke but whats money without champagne!
somebody has prankde me 3 times and its almost minute. on my home phone.
"the call is coming from inside the house"
i hope not!