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I feel like an actual update is called for. Life is not quite where I want it to be, but when is it ever? Josh leaves in approximately three days. Gosh, what am I going to do with myself?
Work is still chill as ever. I'm a bit worried about how things will change with Peter back. I'm sure I have nothing major to worry about. I hope.
I am chatting with Carla and- believe it or not- Josh. He's being a bit unresponsive as usual. I'm trying to figure out when I am going to see him last. I feel like crying, but I don't know if I will. I honestly have not been able to cry lately. I feel like something is wrong with me.
I saw Shasta for the first time in over a month. She came to Josh's party, but left soon after arriving (that bitch). It was nice to see her though. She seems like she is back with Ryan yet again. That girl leads a complicated life.
I can't find my license or debit card. I know they were in a small plastic bag together but the whereabouts of that bag are a complete mystery to me at this moment. I hope I can find them. Kind of useful and important.
I must say, I hate credit cards. At least payments on them. I owe 80 and 46 this week, 115 next week, and 148 the week after that. It sucks. I could have had a car by now if I didn't have all these fucking cards. I bet I owe BestBuy like 400 dollars now, just for a minimum payment.
Josh went busy on gchat. I hope he comes back because I am going to sleep soon. Best/Worst of my week to come soon.
Work is still chill as ever. I'm a bit worried about how things will change with Peter back. I'm sure I have nothing major to worry about. I hope.
I am chatting with Carla and- believe it or not- Josh. He's being a bit unresponsive as usual. I'm trying to figure out when I am going to see him last. I feel like crying, but I don't know if I will. I honestly have not been able to cry lately. I feel like something is wrong with me.
I saw Shasta for the first time in over a month. She came to Josh's party, but left soon after arriving (that bitch). It was nice to see her though. She seems like she is back with Ryan yet again. That girl leads a complicated life.
I can't find my license or debit card. I know they were in a small plastic bag together but the whereabouts of that bag are a complete mystery to me at this moment. I hope I can find them. Kind of useful and important.
I must say, I hate credit cards. At least payments on them. I owe 80 and 46 this week, 115 next week, and 148 the week after that. It sucks. I could have had a car by now if I didn't have all these fucking cards. I bet I owe BestBuy like 400 dollars now, just for a minimum payment.
Josh went busy on gchat. I hope he comes back because I am going to sleep soon. Best/Worst of my week to come soon.