Sad but true realizations...
I am coming to the conclusion that I will never have children. That I wasn't meant to have children. I don't have much for patience, and as I continue to age (we all do, don't we???) I'm getting to the point where I don't think it will happen. For a long time I didn't want to ever have kids, and maybe I jinxed myself... I don't know... but within the last few years it became something that I desperately wanted, and it just didn't happen. Maybe I wanted to be a mother for all the wrong reasons, but I wanted to be a mother very badly. It's kind of sad, really.