i fucking hate being a girl

[rubygloom178]

apart from when i love it.
today i hate it because i am in pain. which i want everyone to be aware is an undersatatement. every bone burts individually, my head is blinded by any sort of light and my stomach is slowly turning inside out.
if i wasnt mortally afraid of drs i would juimp at their mercies and scream "make me not hurt!" anything would be good, no matter how radical. i just dont want to live in fear of my own fucking genetic makeup!
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sorry about that. now, onto a little thought for the day.
the 7th season was flawed in many ways but what i loved about it was the ending. all the potentials achieve slayer status and buffy is no longer "the slayer" but a slayer. from the very begginning there have been various story arcs but the one thats gone one for 7 seasons if the one where buffy wants a normal life. in the very end, she does become a normal girl but without really changing.
i just think thats nice.
i'm going to go do the ironing now and watch ed wood.
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and writhe in agony!
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stop that you!, your being melodramatic
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i dont care, i hurt.