May 06, 2005 16:30
points to whoever can tell me the buffy episode that quotes from.
well i may have mentioned something about tidying my room this morning. i did honestly begin. but i got sucked into reading my school yearbook. its possibly the most interesting thing i posess right now. what fascinated me the most was how much the images of some people have changed. most of all myself. looking back at my photo i realise that in a very short space of time i have managed to have not only a style overhaul but a, not personality exactly, but frame of mind overhaul.
i have also noticed how the people who i have always considered to be the two p's; popular and plastic, have kept their images. i almost feel sorry for them. today i view them as being stuck and view everyone who has changed as "becoming".
i am just in that sort of mood.
today i feel the best i have done in a good long time. confident, attractive, amusing, interesting and intelligent.
this will in no way last.
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a special(unrellated) message from captain subtext.
i feel fine
translates as
i feel
Freaked out
Insecure
Nurotic
Emotional