limbo

Nov 01, 2010 11:50

That's where I am these days.
I don't feel like I'm in on the "plan".
Part of me feels like it's time for me to go it alone. Gee, there's a sort of scary thought. Can I support myself?
I'm afraid for my animals, none of them are young and we have such a weird vibe going....is Jess ready to be a really single mom? That's so hard, however, I'm not a whole lot of use to anyone anymore except for comic relief!
Many things to consider.....
The stress level here is pretty high, the everybody walking on eggshells kind of thing.
I don't know what I am hoping for.  How do I want it all to work out?
I wonder what about me was so unlovable that I have no one to be old with? Except for my pets, oh goody! we're back to that!
I think I'll go do my laundry now.
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