Homeless
I love my brother! I was having a hard day, my tire got slashed, I ran out of money, broke a heart, ensnared another and was generally feeling like shit, but then I read my baby brothers live journal and I am suddenly feeling better! Thanks again A for letting me live vicariously through you!
It's funny how things can change so quickly. Last week, well, 2 weeks ago I was at my apartment with my fiance, watching T.V, everything was normal, I was unhappy but had no immediate plans to leave. Now, I have left, and when I went back to the apartment today it felt strange, foreign, unreal. I felt completely out of time and space, out of place, it was too bright, too loud. I didn't belong there, did I ever belong there? Am I fickle? Or was I ever really in love? Am I capable of love?
It's funny how things can change so quickly. Last week, well, 2 weeks ago I was at my apartment with my fiance, watching T.V, everything was normal, I was unhappy but had no immediate plans to leave. Now, I have left, and when I went back to the apartment today it felt strange, foreign, unreal. I felt completely out of time and space, out of place, it was too bright, too loud. I didn't belong there, did I ever belong there? Am I fickle? Or was I ever really in love? Am I capable of love?