Apr 22, 2005 22:21
I talked to carlos not too long ago...he is doing great...despite the girlfriend problem he had a few months ago. I miss him...but, in one way...part of me just wants to drown in my sorrow again...i bled for him when we broke up. I care about him but i see that "we" would never work out...***looks at the ground***
All I can say now is that I am sorry for hurting you carlos...I am so lame. About 4 or 5 days ago, a few good friends talked me out of wasting my life...and i am somewhat happy that they did (hey! I said, "somewhat"). I think this will be the last entry for a few days...after the senior trip I am going to need LOTS of sleep. I hope someone I know is on "Ghetto Bus 4" with me...I'll be damned if I get butt-fucked or something toward that nature. :D
Sorry for the crude language...I can't wash my mouth out with soap anymore...because, I have learned to like it...LOL. I am so sleepy and the only thing I can think of right now is what me, Michael, Edwin, Rudy ,Juan ,and this other chick...did on 4-20...Boy, was it fun! (remember, kids drugs are bad!)Lets just say Chronic is some bad shit. :)
Well...kids I am off to bed!
Love ya'll
Krys