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Ok well everyone should know by now that the gazman got a girlfriend and shit....im happy for the dude,im not bitter,i enjoyed what we had and want him to be happy,i guess he is,so then thats cool with me.
Im just reflecting on everything thats happened,just for myself,like my own benifit.
I never ever ever thought i would have what i did with him..i mean its not everyday you have that with your 'rockstar' of choice so to speak.
i thought id cry and go crazy when the day came when he said he'd found someone new,but i did the exact opposite,i mean i was a bit bummed out for a day or so,but then i thought about the experience i had and how so many people wait there whole lives for that to happen and it doesnt...so i guess im just content with everything thats happened over the last 6 months,6 months that have fully changed my life forever and ill never forget that dude.
I always get caught up in the rockstars don't I. I dont think i was meant to have a 'normal' guy..wow i sound so snobbish,but yeah i dont think im meant too. I have so many weird emotions for guys ive never even met,but i still feel so strongly for them. I think im a little crazy in the head.
Ok thats my thoughts for now...prbably be back later with some more.
Listen to left alone....that band blows my mind at the mo...so many songs of heartbreak...elvis cortez just need a chick who wont break his heart...is that so hard ladies,be kind to him...ok yep im weird in the head.
xo
Im just reflecting on everything thats happened,just for myself,like my own benifit.
I never ever ever thought i would have what i did with him..i mean its not everyday you have that with your 'rockstar' of choice so to speak.
i thought id cry and go crazy when the day came when he said he'd found someone new,but i did the exact opposite,i mean i was a bit bummed out for a day or so,but then i thought about the experience i had and how so many people wait there whole lives for that to happen and it doesnt...so i guess im just content with everything thats happened over the last 6 months,6 months that have fully changed my life forever and ill never forget that dude.
I always get caught up in the rockstars don't I. I dont think i was meant to have a 'normal' guy..wow i sound so snobbish,but yeah i dont think im meant too. I have so many weird emotions for guys ive never even met,but i still feel so strongly for them. I think im a little crazy in the head.
Ok thats my thoughts for now...prbably be back later with some more.
Listen to left alone....that band blows my mind at the mo...so many songs of heartbreak...elvis cortez just need a chick who wont break his heart...is that so hard ladies,be kind to him...ok yep im weird in the head.
xo