A year and a day.
One year and one day ago, I posted a "you and you and you" blog, with all the things I couldn't say to the people I wanted to say them to. And it's mind-boggling what's changed since then.
I really just want your approval.
This was my father, and now I have it.
You can't even imagine how much I love you.
This was for my wife, before she was my wife. Or even my girlfriend.
I could never, ever say no to you. You have no idea. All I can do is hope that you don't take advantage of it, because you have me in the palm of your hand.
That, too.
Obviously, I didn't say no.
I love you. I think. I hope.
This kind of indifference usually means "And I'll dump you within a month." In this case, anyway.
I don't know how long I can wait for you to get your life together.
Same for that one. Apparently, I didn't wait too long.
You're practically the only person I can't come out to. If you thought differently of me, I'd think differently of myself, so I won't even go there. That's why you haven't heard from me in so long.
My godfather, who I'm still not out to.
Truth is, I'd give a million dollars to be in your shoes, and you don't even know me.
This was Lucy, because she had the love of my now-wife, and I would've killed for it.
Thankfully, I didn't have to...
And now I adore Lucy and would sacrifice quite a lot to put a smile on her face.
Talk about happy endings.
Sometimes I think about calling you just to hear your voice, but I'm afraid of how different it'll be, so I don't.
Speaking of happy endings, that was for the brother I hadn't seen or heard from in 6+ years.
The same one I've seen twice since December, whose cell phone number is now programmed into my phone.
Could I be a little luckier?
I really just want your approval.
This was my father, and now I have it.
You can't even imagine how much I love you.
This was for my wife, before she was my wife. Or even my girlfriend.
I could never, ever say no to you. You have no idea. All I can do is hope that you don't take advantage of it, because you have me in the palm of your hand.
That, too.
Obviously, I didn't say no.
I love you. I think. I hope.
This kind of indifference usually means "And I'll dump you within a month." In this case, anyway.
I don't know how long I can wait for you to get your life together.
Same for that one. Apparently, I didn't wait too long.
You're practically the only person I can't come out to. If you thought differently of me, I'd think differently of myself, so I won't even go there. That's why you haven't heard from me in so long.
My godfather, who I'm still not out to.
Truth is, I'd give a million dollars to be in your shoes, and you don't even know me.
This was Lucy, because she had the love of my now-wife, and I would've killed for it.
Thankfully, I didn't have to...
And now I adore Lucy and would sacrifice quite a lot to put a smile on her face.
Talk about happy endings.
Sometimes I think about calling you just to hear your voice, but I'm afraid of how different it'll be, so I don't.
Speaking of happy endings, that was for the brother I hadn't seen or heard from in 6+ years.
The same one I've seen twice since December, whose cell phone number is now programmed into my phone.
Could I be a little luckier?