Mar 05, 2006 10:02
i was right...repeated scene, same ending. wow, i wonder how i could have predicted this! maybe because i've lived it a couple times already. i hope this is it.
at least we went out with a bang...haha
i can smell you on my hands and in my hair. i gave it everything i had. some things just aren't meant to be. apparently i'm not challenging enough. you live you learn. or your supposed to.
for me its been i lived i didn't learn, i lived i didn't learn, i lived i didn't learn...maybe this time things will be different. please brain and heart-LEARN! i can't take this anymore.
maybe there's something i'm not getting out of this situation. i feel like i'm in that movie groundhog day. the way i keep ending up in the same situation. i would say never ever ever again...but obviously i lie.