even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you dear

[ruby_lou]

i need to start sleeping alone in my own bed again. i've become highly dependent on that warm body. its just not a very healthy situation. i tell myself every day "i will sleep in my own bed alone tonight...and somehow it never ever ever happens." i'm so extremely weak. i don't need you, you know? or i'm going to find someway in the universe

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[smartastic]

Bethy, I was waiting to take a test last night on campus and a girl walked by that reminded me of you and it made me smile. Granted I've only seen pictures of you and talked to you since middle school on-line, I know you are a pretty rad chick.

[ruby_lou]

yeah...we should have had a meeting by now. we lived an hour from one another!! and now i'm in atlanta. but i come home often. haha leslie! remember nate? wow, we were little girls. wow. that's all i can say. sometimes i wonder where he is in the world huh?

[smartastic]

I get pretty weirded out at the thought of Nate but do wonder what he is up to. We were little girls! My brother lives in Atlanta too. Small world. Anyway, take care girl.

[mycamerasbigger]

hey, you took it down... where the f did it go?

[ruby_lou]

where the f did what go?