Delayed Reaction.

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So several YEARS ago, I had two dreams within a few nights of each other that I found out later were about places that existed but I had not heard of.

I just tonight found out that not only do they exist in the same perfect detail as the dream, but they're the same goddamn place.

I've yet to recover from how deeply they shook me, and now I have this dream about having a divination through Tony and seeing a symbol I didn't yet know existed and had a deep symbolic meaning.  And now I've found that in this divination lies a somewhat ... well... foreboding meaning.

Skeptics?  well... I define myself as a skeptic to the death, despite wanting to believe in things.  I wish magic were real, but logic interferes.  I want to believe in an afterlife but I just don't think there's a way to know and can't form an opinion.  And usually I write off psychic phenomena and whatnot as being the power of the human mind as people don't understand yet, and give much more credit to humanity and nature than the supernatural.

But I am absolutely convinced I'm channeling something and I'm afraid to sleep now.