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So that little audition I went to today was quite the experience. Probably because I have no experience so it was funny. Me & Molly auditioned together and we looked so dumb lol. We had to act like we were driving in the car & then eat a Little Ceaser's pizza and act like it was the best thing in the whole world. Let's just say I couldn't be too enthusiastic about it when it doesn't taste all that great. ha I would be so surprised if one of use got it. I know I don't have a career in acting that's for sure. It was fun though.
I was in such a bad/frustrated mood today for a number of reasons. The weird thing is I can't even explain why. Eventhough I know it was a lot of things. I'm just really annoyed with some things. Also I am NEVER good enough for anyone and I get upset of that. I'm always doing something wrong or not good enough it seems. No one is ever completely happy and it is always taken out on me. ALWAYS. I just don't know what I do that is so fuckin wrong for god sakes. ughhhh. Okay anyway.
Tomorrow I am taking Molly to the Doctors in Northville & probably going on a date later at night. That should be fun/interesting.
I really love Snow Patrol! I don't know why it took me so long to realize it. I'm sad I missed Guster yesterday. I looked @ the setlist and it would of been an awesome show. I guess I'll just go to Toledo Aug. 8th :]
I never made time
You never made much sense
We never stood a chance
If we're honest
You were not the first
And I won't be the last
But if it makes it better
Well you can call me what you will
Get home late
No-one's here
Pace around the house
And sit in my chair
And if you think of me
It doesn't mean a thing
So why don't you just tell me what you really think again?
I don't care what you call me
Oh, I, I don't care what you call me.
No, I, I don't care what you call me,
'Cause it won't hurt any more.
I know I let you down
And Christ, you let me know
Every time, and time again
Just another afternoon
Get drunk and disappear
So call me what you will.
Rain it on down,
What else can you throw at me
I haven't heard before?
And tear me on down,
Well I am unforgivable,
So why don't you just tell me what you really think again?
I don't care what you call me, oh I,
I don't care what you call me, oh I,
I don't care what you call me,
Cause it won't hurt any more
Rain it on down,
What else can you throw at me?
I haven't heard before?
And tear me on down,
I am unforgivable
Why don't you just tell me what you really think of me?
Scream me on down
I am so forgettable
Well, yes I know
Well shoot me on down
Don't you think this isn't killing me?
It's no more than I deserve
So I don't care what you call me
Oh I, I don't care what you call me,
Oh I...
I don't care what you call me.
Cause it won't hurt any more.
Fuck. I'm just gonna go to bed. Goodnighttttt
I was in such a bad/frustrated mood today for a number of reasons. The weird thing is I can't even explain why. Eventhough I know it was a lot of things. I'm just really annoyed with some things. Also I am NEVER good enough for anyone and I get upset of that. I'm always doing something wrong or not good enough it seems. No one is ever completely happy and it is always taken out on me. ALWAYS. I just don't know what I do that is so fuckin wrong for god sakes. ughhhh. Okay anyway.
Tomorrow I am taking Molly to the Doctors in Northville & probably going on a date later at night. That should be fun/interesting.
I really love Snow Patrol! I don't know why it took me so long to realize it. I'm sad I missed Guster yesterday. I looked @ the setlist and it would of been an awesome show. I guess I'll just go to Toledo Aug. 8th :]
I never made time
You never made much sense
We never stood a chance
If we're honest
You were not the first
And I won't be the last
But if it makes it better
Well you can call me what you will
Get home late
No-one's here
Pace around the house
And sit in my chair
And if you think of me
It doesn't mean a thing
So why don't you just tell me what you really think again?
I don't care what you call me
Oh, I, I don't care what you call me.
No, I, I don't care what you call me,
'Cause it won't hurt any more.
I know I let you down
And Christ, you let me know
Every time, and time again
Just another afternoon
Get drunk and disappear
So call me what you will.
Rain it on down,
What else can you throw at me
I haven't heard before?
And tear me on down,
Well I am unforgivable,
So why don't you just tell me what you really think again?
I don't care what you call me, oh I,
I don't care what you call me, oh I,
I don't care what you call me,
Cause it won't hurt any more
Rain it on down,
What else can you throw at me?
I haven't heard before?
And tear me on down,
I am unforgivable
Why don't you just tell me what you really think of me?
Scream me on down
I am so forgettable
Well, yes I know
Well shoot me on down
Don't you think this isn't killing me?
It's no more than I deserve
So I don't care what you call me
Oh I, I don't care what you call me,
Oh I...
I don't care what you call me.
Cause it won't hurt any more.
Fuck. I'm just gonna go to bed. Goodnighttttt