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i never used to take the time to wear mascara or any eye makeup really, but now that i have almost no eyebrows and no eyelashes at all, i have to wear eyeliner & brow pencil and such every day, and it actually looks ok enough that no one even notices its makeup unless i point it out up close.
oh my god, i'm gonna be so happy to have eyelashes back that i'll actually take the time to wear mascara! i guess if i can make my eyes look relatively normal with makeup these days, i can really make them pop with a little effort once everything has grown back. i'll be so happy to have it all back that i wont even mind the time & fussing it takes to do eye makeup.
i really, really hope it starts growing back soon. everything i've read says that my hair should start coming in totally normally within the next few weeks - its already been 4 weeks since my last treatment so i'm getting closer and closer, god i cant wait. i cant describe how unfeminine and unattractive i feel.
soon, please, soon.
i want to stop coughing, too.