crossroads
Its amazing how things can change in a blink of an eye. And how often I've brought those changes on. I had the best thing going and now it might be over. And it may very well be all my fault. I can't describe how i'm feeling right now, I wish i could. I've thought about everything that transpired on Friday, multiple times, and i just can't see it being over but, when if i see it optimistically it usually ends badly. I'm going to try but, what if their decision has already been made? I never know how to deal with the first fight. I feel like its the end of the best period of a relationship but maybe, the weeks after that first fight, are the most learned. I don't know. I don't like not knowing whats going to happen, but i know he loves me and i love him. But is that enough?