Jeannie's Wedding
Jeannie looked totally gorgeous walking down the aisle, she also look a tad nervous. Jesse looked like he was thrilled to death, he was unable to keep his eyes off of her. Thats how i want to be. Totally nervous, i know i'll be doing a shot in the back w/ caren and kel, but i want my groom to look totally confident.
I wanted to cry all thru jeannie's wedding. It took a lot out of me. I hadn't been back to St. C's since brad's funeral... and whenever i looked at the altar i really just saw his casket... like i was reliving the past.. like i was still in the same outfit.. and then it was a flashback to other masses at the church.. the faces we use to make at each other, how both of them would be asleep on nick's shoulder... then, when i was walking to my car... i really kinda lost it then... i walked past the side entrance, to where we had the pucker, 8th grade year... and we all would just gradually migrate to it.. and then us all going down to recess at the end of 7th grade... and me and eric jumping down from the wall.. .and brad and alex laughing at me b/c i was too scared too.. this went on for like the entire walk to my car... and the 4 square that really wasn't a 4 square.. we'd just kinda beat up on eachother..
I wanted to cry all thru jeannie's wedding. It took a lot out of me. I hadn't been back to St. C's since brad's funeral... and whenever i looked at the altar i really just saw his casket... like i was reliving the past.. like i was still in the same outfit.. and then it was a flashback to other masses at the church.. the faces we use to make at each other, how both of them would be asleep on nick's shoulder... then, when i was walking to my car... i really kinda lost it then... i walked past the side entrance, to where we had the pucker, 8th grade year... and we all would just gradually migrate to it.. and then us all going down to recess at the end of 7th grade... and me and eric jumping down from the wall.. .and brad and alex laughing at me b/c i was too scared too.. this went on for like the entire walk to my car... and the 4 square that really wasn't a 4 square.. we'd just kinda beat up on eachother..