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i put off my final project for photo class
and now its due thursday
and i havent even shot it
the guilt is killing me
i work the next two nights
so that gives me 3 mornings
to shoot, process negatives,
develop 4 prints, spot them and mat them
oh, and im sick again
im not devoting nearly as much time as id like
toward photography
i keep asking myself
is this really what i want to do?
can i do this?
am i not putting my time towards photo because of my job?
would i if i had more time?
im a smart person, i could do something else...
and then that spins my mind into a thousand other questions
and now its due thursday
and i havent even shot it
the guilt is killing me
i work the next two nights
so that gives me 3 mornings
to shoot, process negatives,
develop 4 prints, spot them and mat them
oh, and im sick again
im not devoting nearly as much time as id like
toward photography
i keep asking myself
is this really what i want to do?
can i do this?
am i not putting my time towards photo because of my job?
would i if i had more time?
im a smart person, i could do something else...
and then that spins my mind into a thousand other questions