Amazing
To delete your past is empowering.
I lost all my photos/entries/programs/porn/mp3s/whatever I downloded; when I accidentally switched IDE cable connections and formatted the wrong drive.
I went through and methodically read through and deleted all of my past posts.
Some were better than others, some were horrible and I wish I had never typed such...things.
Some reminded me of good songs I no longer have and great memories I need to stop dwelling on.
Anyway, to the point fuckers, I am reposting in my livejournal for now. I may switch over to christopherscottberry.com; but I noticed people have still kept me as friends; which simply astounds me to no end.
Okay, so since my last post (and reading all my old posts) I realized I have changed a lot, in such ways that I will describe as follows.
I quit smoking, which is good and bad, good in the fact that I now feel much better than I used to, but at the same time I am more moody and stressed and relaxed all at the same time.
Also, instead of smoking I replaced it with drinking, so now im sure I drink about 7 nights a week (thats everyday if your counting :) ).
I dont always drink to get drunk, but I drink nonetheless.
I have become much less whiny; whiny in that emo sense that pisses me the fuck off to no fucking end; (if myself now met myself then, id kill myself (wrap yer head around that fuckers)).
SO instead I am now just angry and/or drunk; its fun AND attractive!
I guess thats it, myself at its most raw and absolute core state hasen't changed, I mean it feels good to type this wether or not someone reads it.
I still work the same job; although i hate it even more, its not even a challenge, I am just bored with all the antics and goings ons.
I don't have a girlfriend (or everyone someone im attracted to other than myself), so that makes me lonely as usual, I just hide it a lot better now.
I plan to post more on less personal topics than MYSELF (even though I am the most important thing EVER).
On that note, reply to stroke my ego, I will appreciate it. Thanks!
I lost all my photos/entries/programs/porn/mp3s/whatever I downloded; when I accidentally switched IDE cable connections and formatted the wrong drive.
I went through and methodically read through and deleted all of my past posts.
Some were better than others, some were horrible and I wish I had never typed such...things.
Some reminded me of good songs I no longer have and great memories I need to stop dwelling on.
Anyway, to the point fuckers, I am reposting in my livejournal for now. I may switch over to christopherscottberry.com; but I noticed people have still kept me as friends; which simply astounds me to no end.
Okay, so since my last post (and reading all my old posts) I realized I have changed a lot, in such ways that I will describe as follows.
I quit smoking, which is good and bad, good in the fact that I now feel much better than I used to, but at the same time I am more moody and stressed and relaxed all at the same time.
Also, instead of smoking I replaced it with drinking, so now im sure I drink about 7 nights a week (thats everyday if your counting :) ).
I dont always drink to get drunk, but I drink nonetheless.
I have become much less whiny; whiny in that emo sense that pisses me the fuck off to no fucking end; (if myself now met myself then, id kill myself (wrap yer head around that fuckers)).
SO instead I am now just angry and/or drunk; its fun AND attractive!
I guess thats it, myself at its most raw and absolute core state hasen't changed, I mean it feels good to type this wether or not someone reads it.
I still work the same job; although i hate it even more, its not even a challenge, I am just bored with all the antics and goings ons.
I don't have a girlfriend (or everyone someone im attracted to other than myself), so that makes me lonely as usual, I just hide it a lot better now.
I plan to post more on less personal topics than MYSELF (even though I am the most important thing EVER).
On that note, reply to stroke my ego, I will appreciate it. Thanks!