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It's been a busy Summer.
Capital S.
I asked for a lot of things.
Wanted a lot of things.
Got caught up in things.
Still caught up in things.
Worth/Value,
What everything can mean.
What everything can be.
Assertion meets interpretation.
Or is it action?
Or is it just doing?
Interaction means more than interpretation.
Confident in understanding,
But not accurate at it.
Sometimes I can miss.
Sometimes I can miss.
I want to take it all,
Constructive.
It helps.
You help.
No matter what result,
The equation was useful.
It is useful.
But I can control the result.
Cause I'm still writing it.
Advice.
None of it is good,
None of it is bad.
All of it is just advice.
I got here doing things I do.
I can continue doing things I do.
I'm just glad I know I can still be this way.
I didn't think I could for a while.
I remember how much it sucked.
It still does.
It still will.
But I'm back here,
And I remember most,
How everything was worth it.
Old faces,
New faces,
Same faces.
Who would recognize my weekend?
Everyone is everywhere and here with me,
All at once.
Deny no experience,
Avoid no conquest.
I can do this all.
I couldn't before.
But now I can dance.
And I'm a fucking good dancer.
So there's that.
Heat increases by your proximity to it.
The source never actually increases its heat.
But you feel it get hotter the closer you move in.
And as you back away,
Your body releases the heat too quickly.
You weren't cold before you moved closer.
But suddenly you are.
So you dive back into the heat,
Knowing what it can provide you.
Hoping to stay in it's embrace forever.
Maybe you can.
Capital S.
I asked for a lot of things.
Wanted a lot of things.
Got caught up in things.
Still caught up in things.
Worth/Value,
What everything can mean.
What everything can be.
Assertion meets interpretation.
Or is it action?
Or is it just doing?
Interaction means more than interpretation.
Confident in understanding,
But not accurate at it.
Sometimes I can miss.
Sometimes I can miss.
I want to take it all,
Constructive.
It helps.
You help.
No matter what result,
The equation was useful.
It is useful.
But I can control the result.
Cause I'm still writing it.
Advice.
None of it is good,
None of it is bad.
All of it is just advice.
I got here doing things I do.
I can continue doing things I do.
I'm just glad I know I can still be this way.
I didn't think I could for a while.
I remember how much it sucked.
It still does.
It still will.
But I'm back here,
And I remember most,
How everything was worth it.
Old faces,
New faces,
Same faces.
Who would recognize my weekend?
Everyone is everywhere and here with me,
All at once.
Deny no experience,
Avoid no conquest.
I can do this all.
I couldn't before.
But now I can dance.
And I'm a fucking good dancer.
So there's that.
Heat increases by your proximity to it.
The source never actually increases its heat.
But you feel it get hotter the closer you move in.
And as you back away,
Your body releases the heat too quickly.
You weren't cold before you moved closer.
But suddenly you are.
So you dive back into the heat,
Knowing what it can provide you.
Hoping to stay in it's embrace forever.
Maybe you can.