pain
Rejection shouldn't hurt as much the second time, in the same amount of years.
But it does. A lot.
My confidence level is at an all-time low. I guess I'm not good enough? Every mistake feels magnified at this level. I begin to wonder what it is that made me not worth the cut. Disregard my last post, I'm a terrible writer. Now I sit with no idea where I'm going to be next year.
Save me.
But it does. A lot.
My confidence level is at an all-time low. I guess I'm not good enough? Every mistake feels magnified at this level. I begin to wonder what it is that made me not worth the cut. Disregard my last post, I'm a terrible writer. Now I sit with no idea where I'm going to be next year.
Save me.