Me and my cup of tea
Soo, sunny Belgium it is for me again.
I was going to rant, but have entirely run out of steam. Computer was being hideously irritating and not letting me online and thus I felt like the whole world was against me having any sort of future life at all, since without the internet I cannot communicate with either friends or those kind people that are, one day, going to give me a job.
Of course Belgium seems to sap any sort of motivation out of me and having been Somewhere doing Something for the past few weeks coming back here has deadened me somewhat, and whilst I felt while I was away that my prospects were bright and just around the corner everything now feels a lot more distant.
Tomorrow I must make the effort to Do Something and be cheerful about it, it is to late for today.
Of course I do have things to look forward to - London, in less than two weeks, and conference next month, and possibly some more volunteer stuff.
And the tea is good.
I was going to rant, but have entirely run out of steam. Computer was being hideously irritating and not letting me online and thus I felt like the whole world was against me having any sort of future life at all, since without the internet I cannot communicate with either friends or those kind people that are, one day, going to give me a job.
Of course Belgium seems to sap any sort of motivation out of me and having been Somewhere doing Something for the past few weeks coming back here has deadened me somewhat, and whilst I felt while I was away that my prospects were bright and just around the corner everything now feels a lot more distant.
Tomorrow I must make the effort to Do Something and be cheerful about it, it is to late for today.
Of course I do have things to look forward to - London, in less than two weeks, and conference next month, and possibly some more volunteer stuff.
And the tea is good.