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Jan 15, 2006 21:39

I think my roomate is hating on me.
I called her scarf ugly, indirectly.
I was rude to her "friend".
I couldn't sleep because they were being loud.
I walked out to get water and supplements to avoid hurling.
And he starts talking to me.
I didn't know he was there.
But I should not be spoken to before 12pm.
He starts talking about my sleeping pants.
telling me they look like 70's carpet.
hippies or something.
talking and again with the talking.
I don't think I faced him once.
I stood there and downed 4 supplements.
then walked back to my room.
zero words.

and now I'm paying.
eventually.
at some point in my life.
i will not be rude.
until then.
don't bring your loud boys into my place before 12pm.

My new roomate, Jessica.
Made me supper tonight.
Chicken, peas and carrotts.
unbelievable.
She said she's making chowder.
And that I'll enjoy it.
of course I will.

Then she pointed out
where she had stored the chicken in the fridge.
so that i can eat the rest troughout the week.
i told her next weekend I'll make the weeks food.
i will try.
maybe she likes cabage soup.

she is awesome.
yay jessica.
yay post-it notes.
yay delicious chicken.

i saw pictures from pauls new years party.
angela and nathan.
fresh produce.
i can not believe they are still together.
engaged at that.
WYD 2002.
they are soulmates for sure
catholics rock my world.

an indian girl who i had not seen at mass before.
asked me where the holy water was.
i told her to check by the door.
there wasn't any so she asked the preist.
he said, oh we don't have any, its an inter-faith chapel.
she looked dissapointed.
so he says "BUT ILL MAKE SOME!"
a fresh batch.

They asked me to do the first reading
but I'm not good at public reading.
so i said no.
Gen said to do the second one, its shorter.
the priest told me
"it's about sexual encounters,
you wouldn't want to read that."
So I didn't.

Yesterday fr hall
spoke about the physical realm.
his hippy words calmed my soul.
it's only a physical realm.
physical pleasures.
physical failure.
your soul.
your spiritual realm.
let it breathe.
let it flourish within.
don't let this physical realm
harm what you've always felt was right.

I love today.
I love this world.
I will not be scared of it falling apart.

Now tell me how to change the world.
like you've changed mine.

sex is for losers.
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