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Things are changing. And despite everyones attempts to deny it, and pretend like they're not, they are, and I hate it.
These past weekends are a perfect example. Each night has started out so chill, with everyone acting like we're the same kids we were last semester, but by the end of the night some kind of drama arises that makes it blatantly obvious that we are not.
Last semster, in all our nights of partying, we had one, ONE, night of drama and by the end of the night we were looking back on it, laughing, and immortalizing it as the bad night, a rarity in ur carefree existance.
This semester evernight has drama, and at the end of the night we're not laughing, feelings and emotions are lingering in the air around us. The tension this brings is changing us and adding weight on our shoulders when we're already growing weaker.
My question is where did this all come from? Why have things changed so much?
Is it the loss of two of our own?
Is it simply us becoming real friends and losing our party manners, leaving the honey moon stage of our friendships?
Is it a culmination of things that started last semester with out us really knowing or acknowledging them coming out because we can't ignore them any longer?
Is it that we were fooling ourselves last semester when we all said we were so happy, and can't keep up the masqurade any longer?
Or is it something I'm completely clueless about? And if is will someone please fucking fill me in??
My other question is, how do we fix it? And can it be fixed? I guess we'll have to wait and see one that one, but do what we can to make the answer yes. So here's my attempt.
On the weekend of Friday Feb. 11th -Sunday Feb. 13th I propose a sober/substance free weekend. I know we always say..."we're not drinking this weekend" But I mean this.
To begin the weekend, I suggest a giant slumber party (as we've discussed in the past) in rooms 258 and 260 of Susquehanna Second North. Bring your sleeping bag (if you have one...if not we'll get some, and we can share beds and whatnot) pillows, blankets, pajamas, and anything else. I will provide food (snacks and if we want pizza or something), drinks (soda), some rented movies for our viewing pleasure, and any other for of entertainment i can think of or is brought to my attention.
The rest of the weekend....whatever....as long as there's no drinking involved.
I guess Im starting to wonder why we can have so much fun just sitting in a room when there's alcohol, but we're so bored if there's not. It didnt used to be that way. And I miss the way things were BEFORE the way they were.
I guess that's all for now. Alot more has been going on lately but there either things that arent worth writing about, I dont want to write about, or I can't write about.
bye kids.
"...never is a promise and you can't afford to lie...."
These past weekends are a perfect example. Each night has started out so chill, with everyone acting like we're the same kids we were last semester, but by the end of the night some kind of drama arises that makes it blatantly obvious that we are not.
Last semster, in all our nights of partying, we had one, ONE, night of drama and by the end of the night we were looking back on it, laughing, and immortalizing it as the bad night, a rarity in ur carefree existance.
This semester evernight has drama, and at the end of the night we're not laughing, feelings and emotions are lingering in the air around us. The tension this brings is changing us and adding weight on our shoulders when we're already growing weaker.
My question is where did this all come from? Why have things changed so much?
Is it the loss of two of our own?
Is it simply us becoming real friends and losing our party manners, leaving the honey moon stage of our friendships?
Is it a culmination of things that started last semester with out us really knowing or acknowledging them coming out because we can't ignore them any longer?
Is it that we were fooling ourselves last semester when we all said we were so happy, and can't keep up the masqurade any longer?
Or is it something I'm completely clueless about? And if is will someone please fucking fill me in??
My other question is, how do we fix it? And can it be fixed? I guess we'll have to wait and see one that one, but do what we can to make the answer yes. So here's my attempt.
On the weekend of Friday Feb. 11th -Sunday Feb. 13th I propose a sober/substance free weekend. I know we always say..."we're not drinking this weekend" But I mean this.
To begin the weekend, I suggest a giant slumber party (as we've discussed in the past) in rooms 258 and 260 of Susquehanna Second North. Bring your sleeping bag (if you have one...if not we'll get some, and we can share beds and whatnot) pillows, blankets, pajamas, and anything else. I will provide food (snacks and if we want pizza or something), drinks (soda), some rented movies for our viewing pleasure, and any other for of entertainment i can think of or is brought to my attention.
The rest of the weekend....whatever....as long as there's no drinking involved.
I guess Im starting to wonder why we can have so much fun just sitting in a room when there's alcohol, but we're so bored if there's not. It didnt used to be that way. And I miss the way things were BEFORE the way they were.
I guess that's all for now. Alot more has been going on lately but there either things that arent worth writing about, I dont want to write about, or I can't write about.
bye kids.
"...never is a promise and you can't afford to lie...."