Apr 24, 2011 18:48
(filtered)
I still need to post cute photos from Friday's trip to Sweet Meadow with Jenny. But I feel like being serious for a moment. (you all love me for my thinkythoughts, yes? of course you do.)
I learned a profound lesson today. It's the danger of me being too much of me. I get lost in a new idea, and I forget that sometimes it's an illusion. Perhaps. Or it's not an illusion but becomes out of my reach by my own determination and desire to have it. Either way, it's so close, right in front of me, but I can't see it because I've already envisioned myself past it and moving quickly toward the horizon.
The problem with this is that I've forgotten how my actions and thoughts impact those around me. A new friend pointed out something that's so obvious (--yet I've overlooked it). I've been told to concentrate on me and my feelings, but I still need to consider the effects of this.
Sorry to be so cryptic. I'm still figuring this out. Bad Tammy. No cookie.