shitshitshit
So yesterday i got my dress for leavers day...finally.
It's not the one i wanted..i'm not sure what i wanted but i feel like i have settled. Oh well!
I went on my morning run on the park this morning. That was fun. I found 20p!! Woop!
After my nuff run i decided to go and play on the swings. These same swings that are a major part of my childhood. Infact that same park that helped me grow up. I remember all the burnt out cars and ropeswings.
On the swing i got quite bored and slowed down. Then i started thinking all this shit like how i might fail my gcse's etcetc so i made up a game which was quite silly now looking back. I'd think of a great acomplishment i had acheived in my life and every time i thought of one i would swing 1 swing higher. Well i can tell you that that didn't work out so great as i didn't get very high.
I was listening to the blood brothers throughtout and some lads who were football training started jogging past me and i was listening to live at the apocolypse caberet and it was the end of the song when the piano bit plays of whatever and it's hard to explain but it was like a perfect moment with these lads running past and this beautiful tune playing. I wondered whether i should spoil it and tell them that they would never amount to anything and their trainin was all a waste of time...but why should i they'll find out all in good time.
I'm off now to be bitter somewhere.
Maybe i'll cheer myself up with buying myself someting pretty.
xxxxx