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Today was... Different. I didn't expect to happen. The person I care to mention at this point, would be Erisel. I know that I will never be whole.
I wonder what is it like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who can feel and give love.
I know that I can't feel these emotions.
Even why I hear and see the power of love everyday.
What must I do to be able to feel,
but I if I fade back onto this darkness
then I will never be whole.
I wonder what is it like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who are whole,
the others,
know what it is like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who are whole,
the others,
know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to be loved.
To be loved by the ones who can feel and give love.
I know that I will never be able to feel the light
that will make me whole again.
If I fade she can't make me whole again.
I doubt it,
but I could be wrong.
If only.
If only I could see the light.
the light that will save me from the darkness.
The darkness that I must fade back into.
Because of her I might be able to feel the light
that will make me whole again.
If I fade she can't make me whole again.
I feel the tears run down my face.
Although I can't feel
I can still fake everything.
The tears I feel right now.
They're fake.
Maybe I should fade back
into the darkness after I finish
what he has set out for me to do.
I know I can't go to the light.
Even though I crave for that everlasting
feeling of being loved.
Maybe if I fade.
Maybe the others,
the ones whole do exist,
will be happier.
Knowing they don't have to help
someone from fading away.
They know what the light feels like.
I envy them for this.
Why?
Oh Why can't I be like them
The others
Must I always carry my pain
For now and forever more
Pain must be the only feeling us
Nothings can actually feel
I believe this is the worst of all
feelings any being could feel
But for us nothings
Pain is all we have
So I must enjoy this feeling
In which I can feel
For pain is my only
Haven for hope
Hope to be whole again
For if I never become
Whole
I will
Fade into everlasting darkness.
Yea..
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THat thing is crazy
I wonder what is it like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who can feel and give love.
I know that I can't feel these emotions.
Even why I hear and see the power of love everyday.
What must I do to be able to feel,
but I if I fade back onto this darkness
then I will never be whole.
I wonder what is it like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who are whole,
the others,
know what it is like to be whole?
Maybe the ones who are whole,
the others,
know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to exist.
Existing is to know what it is like to be loved.
To be loved by the ones who can feel and give love.
I know that I will never be able to feel the light
that will make me whole again.
If I fade she can't make me whole again.
I doubt it,
but I could be wrong.
If only.
If only I could see the light.
the light that will save me from the darkness.
The darkness that I must fade back into.
Because of her I might be able to feel the light
that will make me whole again.
If I fade she can't make me whole again.
I feel the tears run down my face.
Although I can't feel
I can still fake everything.
The tears I feel right now.
They're fake.
Maybe I should fade back
into the darkness after I finish
what he has set out for me to do.
I know I can't go to the light.
Even though I crave for that everlasting
feeling of being loved.
Maybe if I fade.
Maybe the others,
the ones whole do exist,
will be happier.
Knowing they don't have to help
someone from fading away.
They know what the light feels like.
I envy them for this.
Why?
Oh Why can't I be like them
The others
Must I always carry my pain
For now and forever more
Pain must be the only feeling us
Nothings can actually feel
I believe this is the worst of all
feelings any being could feel
But for us nothings
Pain is all we have
So I must enjoy this feeling
In which I can feel
For pain is my only
Haven for hope
Hope to be whole again
For if I never become
Whole
I will
Fade into everlasting darkness.
Yea..
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THat thing is crazy