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So today was a dreary day. It was like I was greatly weighed down by some invisible force. I didn't really have any strength in my body and all I wanted to do was mope about.
I had to get through dance rehearsals which...was...kinda long and I still felt terrible and I knew I still had to stay there doing Act 1 Tech until about ten. Not fun.
But when it was finally time to perform Seasons of Love I got on the stage and they turned up the lights and it was like something gave me this instant energy and happiness. It was the strangest sensation, yet I had met it before. I was free and I loved it. I all of a sudden was bursting with smiles and just pure joy. I really had no problems for I was on stage dancing.
I really don't know what it is about the stage, but I love it so much and now I realize how much I really missed it. I know that so many of you can relate and that I need not explain anymore. I just wanted to say that ah it made my day.
:-D