So I got a shiny new livejournal.
Saffffeeee. So after like three years of using my old LJ, I finally decided to get a new one, because I got pissed with my old one. I used it alllll the time, so yeah, reading through it was pretty odd, so many feelings throughout the whole thing..good memories, bad ones. Funny thing is, it was pretty much good in the beginning, then slowly got pants, I get chucked out of school, drug use gets heavier, I lie in bed til like three, then people come round, I get my arse up and we'd go out and do some shite, what we did now is pretty hazy, I remember some things, not much. This was all like, 2/3 years ago now, and things have changed a considerable amount, some people have vanished off the face of the earth, some people are still about. People have come and gone, I've been in and out of crap relationships, had a few jobs (and discovered customer service is definately not my thing), I have a job now actually - in London. Meaning I have to go up there, not very often, get photo's taken of me, and get paid a considerable amount. See, most people would love that, I don't. It's actually quite pants, I used to enjoy it, then I thought it through some more...and, came to the conclusion it's pants..anywho..I'm rambling on about work. And now? Now I'm considering getting out of Wolverhampton completely, I'm still thinking the whole thing through. No point staying in Wolverhampton now, it's dire. There's a handful of people I'd like to remain in contact with, everyone else is a two-faced arsehole. Social events are down to a bare minimum, I still go to the pub a few times a week, but over the past few months it's changed a lot in there. So many people in there have so much beef with others, it's a case of being careful who you speak to in front of who, which is quite pathetic, but unless you don't want beef yourself, it's the only way to behave in there. The only person that was level-headed in there isn't now..he's got something breathing to stick his cock into, he doesn't want to know. Clubs I tend to keep well away from, maybe a few times a month, I don't expect this will change, not overkeen on clubs these days. Eddies burnt down, Planets under new management and the prices in there are extortionate, it's a huge hole in ones wallet getting in there, drinks are stupidly priced and pills don't seem as good these days..maybe thats down to tolerance, or just crap drugs, I don't know, but either way, it's pretty shite. Canal club opened not long ago, and that's just as bad as any other club around here, full of emo/scene faggots, and an arrogant egotistical ex boyfriend seems to always be in there, which isn't good, he's changed a lot, wears eyeliner cos little g0ff girls tell him to, is convinced he looks like Trent Reznor and listens to too much Nine Inch Nails..but thats beside the point..the point is Canal Club is crap. Stourbridge is the only decent spot to go these days, Rock Station is quiet, full of miserable pensioners that piss themselves on seats (that seriously did happen), The Moorings has got pants, and now I've grown up a bit, Cafes just - crap. Underage drinking central, call me a hypocrite, but I feel like a paedophile (lets clarify things - I don't go out, get wasted and attempt to get laid - thats neverrr been me) when I'm in cafe, so many 13/14 year olds..
And Dudley? The only decent place was once JB's. Now it's under new management, and ha, it's got crap. Am I really that boring, or am I right when I say these places are pants? And am I really so arrogant I think I'm better than half the people that attend these places, or am I just seeing past the fact the only good thing about those establishments is the fact they provide me with alcohol?
Anywhooo, I'm getting bored, so I'm gonna wing.
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