sorry its so long and emo in advance. i just needed to get some things down

May 26, 2006 10:19

so prom was saturday. it rocked. i had a blast. also logan was pretty sweet to have with me. he also spent my night with me on friday at mi casa. so we spent basically all weekend together. it was sweet.

so logan leaves today for the summer. you always think youre prepared for these things but when the time comes, you really arent. i thought things got better as the week went on and i didnt cry yesterday but then i woke up to an IM he sent me saying when he leaves hes gonna stop over and say bye and sutff and I died. this week went way to fast. im gonna miss him more then life. i love him so much. he truelly is the best thing to ever happen to me. these last three motnhs have been amazing and i know that we have many more coming for us. but i know what we have will make it through the summer and years to come. I know that well talk everyday and that hell be thinking of me and ill be thinking of him. i trust him so much and he trusts me. so we have a lot of faith in this. and like that stupid book in math taught us, if plant a positive thought in ur head it will grow into a positive event. sooo yea. anyone wanna do something this weekend. like hang out so i dont die? yea this will be fun. but its nice to know that there is that person out there for you. and in a way i feel as if he is hte best thing for be. hes way more then i deserve. i mean we both love the same things, say whats on eachothers mind, always have fun and always know how to chear the other one up. its pretty sweet. needless to say i spent all week with him just appreciaiting every last minute we have togehter before he leaves. but we both know that hes coming back to me and im coming back to him. that nothing can change what we have and that this is what love is. its a nice feeling. he tells me often that hes coming back to me so not to worry and live my summer to the fullest. and this is what ill do. im gonna miss that boy, but its just a short trip and hell be back soon. and him and i will make it through this.

Meenkeene518: i just wanna tell u that im so glad that i got to meet you and all that. im glad ive had someone to spend time with for the last 3 months, and im gunna miss u a lot over the summer. its nice to jsut say that hey come over then u can but you wont be able to in the summer.its nice to have someone u can be crazy with sometimes and someone that makes you feel good when ur not feeling so well.i just wanna say tha ti love u a lot and i hope u have a fun summer and dont dwell that im gone too much. and ill be back in 3 months so we can continue what we have now and take that further into the fduture
TallEstTresBelle: im just sad ur leaving
Meenkeene518: i know me too
Meenkeene518: ur not gunna lose me
Meenkeene518: so dont worry about that
(oh man i love him)

comments and plans would be nice
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