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ahhh....a brand new spankN' day! so much to do, but yet, its going to rain. :( hmmm...i should clean my room.
but anyways, my birthday is in like "1" day! << decemeber 30th >> :) i turn 17. but i ain't having no party, because my grandma died and there is no use.
but anyways, my cousin is going to take place of her for now. i hope she does... shes the best.
well.... i need to go, i have a room that is turned upside down and to the side just a little bit. lol.
*poems*
I miss you Grandma
i remember when i was 6
i found out you had cancer
but then i thought,
''oh just give it time
and she will be fine.''
but then i got older
and started to realize
that you weren't going
to get better.
i remember
the last few days i spent
with you before you were gone forever.
you said you loved me
and we talked for a long time.
then that night came
when i walked in to give you a hug
and you were gone
i remember it like it was yesterday
my uncle came
we all circled around your bed
and prayed for God to take good care of you
then that was it everybody broke down
i was so scared
i didnt know what to do
i was only 12
and i saw you die
and 4 years later i still
feel that emptiness in my heart
that i felt when you first left
i will always remember you
i love you grandma
*this is for my grandma who died four days after my 12th birthday. i miss her so much!*
poem # 2
Grandma....
I remember
the green freeze pops,
hugs that never stopped!
The games of kickball,
the light left on for me in the hall.
The trips to the game farm,
the times you kept me from harm.
Whenever I needed you,
it was your shoulder I turned to.
The hospital care,
you in a wheelchair.
The feeling that you weren't ok,
the days you couldn't come out to play.
I was told on a cold winter day
that you had forever gone away.
The funeral room full of fears,
Grampa's eyes full of tears.
Everyone at my house,
there was no shoulder,
tears fell on my blouse.
The pain I felt,
all of it still I haven't dealt.
I wish I could've said good- bye,
maybe now I wouldn't cry.
I know you loved me,
why couldn't you stay?
I still miss you to
this day.
Grandma - I love you.
but anyways, my birthday is in like "1" day! << decemeber 30th >> :) i turn 17. but i ain't having no party, because my grandma died and there is no use.
but anyways, my cousin is going to take place of her for now. i hope she does... shes the best.
well.... i need to go, i have a room that is turned upside down and to the side just a little bit. lol.
*poems*
I miss you Grandma
i remember when i was 6
i found out you had cancer
but then i thought,
''oh just give it time
and she will be fine.''
but then i got older
and started to realize
that you weren't going
to get better.
i remember
the last few days i spent
with you before you were gone forever.
you said you loved me
and we talked for a long time.
then that night came
when i walked in to give you a hug
and you were gone
i remember it like it was yesterday
my uncle came
we all circled around your bed
and prayed for God to take good care of you
then that was it everybody broke down
i was so scared
i didnt know what to do
i was only 12
and i saw you die
and 4 years later i still
feel that emptiness in my heart
that i felt when you first left
i will always remember you
i love you grandma
*this is for my grandma who died four days after my 12th birthday. i miss her so much!*
poem # 2
Grandma....
I remember
the green freeze pops,
hugs that never stopped!
The games of kickball,
the light left on for me in the hall.
The trips to the game farm,
the times you kept me from harm.
Whenever I needed you,
it was your shoulder I turned to.
The hospital care,
you in a wheelchair.
The feeling that you weren't ok,
the days you couldn't come out to play.
I was told on a cold winter day
that you had forever gone away.
The funeral room full of fears,
Grampa's eyes full of tears.
Everyone at my house,
there was no shoulder,
tears fell on my blouse.
The pain I felt,
all of it still I haven't dealt.
I wish I could've said good- bye,
maybe now I wouldn't cry.
I know you loved me,
why couldn't you stay?
I still miss you to
this day.
Grandma - I love you.