Mom
hey all! whats up? nothing to much here, but today started off good, 'til tonight!
This morning i went to school for the first time in like 3 days, not including Thanksgiving. But i didn't feel like going to school today, but i did until 5th hour came around. My friend and I left and went to Ruby Tuesdays then went back to school.:)
after that i went over to Jenn's house to hang up some "X-Mas Lights" :) then i had to leave to go home and watch my grandpa so my mom could go out. :-/ ....she could of done this when my grandpa's care taker was here....then i still had to watch him b/c my mom had to go to soccer practice with my little brother. then russell came home and i left and went to jenn's house again "to finish were we left off...?" then about 2 and half hours later my mom starts saying where are you at? be home at 9. then shes has the nerve to call me again and start bitching at me! she says to russ that i hung up on her but i didn't. i hate my cell and its a piece! it shuts off on people and its not cool.i know if i tell my om that i was at the mall with friends she would have a cow. that is how she is. she treats me like a fucking baby and i can't handle it no more. i have no freedom, i have no time to myself, and plus, ready for this, she gets to do whatever she freaking pleases and she doesnt have time to watch her own father. so you know what she freaking does. she makes me do it! i dont think she gets the point that i have a life too and friends as well. i spent 17 years almost with my grandparents. i know she spent more time and all but this is when she was younger! shes not the one who wakes up in the middle of the night about 6 times to help my grandpa up to go to the bathroom. she claims that she does. wow. twice. omg!w00t for her. i dont think that she has a clue how busy my life is everyday. i have to make time to spend with my friends and family. i am going crazy and i dont know what to do. oh yeah! when i got home like a hour ago she started bitching at me. i walked away sense she says " that shell call the cops on me if i touch her". who the fuck does she think she is?! to be honest with everyone who knows me. my fucking life sucks and i cant stand it no more. i am think about just drinking and smoking myself retarded. oh wait i think i did. actually i rather kill myself. then i hope that my mom and everyone else who talks shit about me or even disrespects me will understand why i did this or thinking of this. why does everything i do go right then out of no where someone kills it and i have to start all over again! i feel even worse now b/c i had to leave my friends behind and they had to walk and... << crien >> i freaking hate this. i dont make sense as it is... i am out to drink my pain away. peace
"To my mom" by me
I act like i love you
I act like i care
i act like when im not with you im wishing i was there
i act like i love you and everythings okay
like it was written in sand and has washed away
I act like your great and it couldnt be better
like a fairy tail and nothings to shetter
Truely i hate you; deep down i do
Frade to tell you how i feel about you
you lied and decieved me like a f****** b****
its you mom that i must resist
i hope you realize what youve done
you'll come back to me
and your the one ill shun
i hate you mom; really i do
i despise you mom; i F****** hate you
This morning i went to school for the first time in like 3 days, not including Thanksgiving. But i didn't feel like going to school today, but i did until 5th hour came around. My friend and I left and went to Ruby Tuesdays then went back to school.:)
after that i went over to Jenn's house to hang up some "X-Mas Lights" :) then i had to leave to go home and watch my grandpa so my mom could go out. :-/ ....she could of done this when my grandpa's care taker was here....then i still had to watch him b/c my mom had to go to soccer practice with my little brother. then russell came home and i left and went to jenn's house again "to finish were we left off...?" then about 2 and half hours later my mom starts saying where are you at? be home at 9. then shes has the nerve to call me again and start bitching at me! she says to russ that i hung up on her but i didn't. i hate my cell and its a piece! it shuts off on people and its not cool.i know if i tell my om that i was at the mall with friends she would have a cow. that is how she is. she treats me like a fucking baby and i can't handle it no more. i have no freedom, i have no time to myself, and plus, ready for this, she gets to do whatever she freaking pleases and she doesnt have time to watch her own father. so you know what she freaking does. she makes me do it! i dont think she gets the point that i have a life too and friends as well. i spent 17 years almost with my grandparents. i know she spent more time and all but this is when she was younger! shes not the one who wakes up in the middle of the night about 6 times to help my grandpa up to go to the bathroom. she claims that she does. wow. twice. omg!w00t for her. i dont think that she has a clue how busy my life is everyday. i have to make time to spend with my friends and family. i am going crazy and i dont know what to do. oh yeah! when i got home like a hour ago she started bitching at me. i walked away sense she says " that shell call the cops on me if i touch her". who the fuck does she think she is?! to be honest with everyone who knows me. my fucking life sucks and i cant stand it no more. i am think about just drinking and smoking myself retarded. oh wait i think i did. actually i rather kill myself. then i hope that my mom and everyone else who talks shit about me or even disrespects me will understand why i did this or thinking of this. why does everything i do go right then out of no where someone kills it and i have to start all over again! i feel even worse now b/c i had to leave my friends behind and they had to walk and... << crien >> i freaking hate this. i dont make sense as it is... i am out to drink my pain away. peace
"To my mom" by me
I act like i love you
I act like i care
i act like when im not with you im wishing i was there
i act like i love you and everythings okay
like it was written in sand and has washed away
I act like your great and it couldnt be better
like a fairy tail and nothings to shetter
Truely i hate you; deep down i do
Frade to tell you how i feel about you
you lied and decieved me like a f****** b****
its you mom that i must resist
i hope you realize what youve done
you'll come back to me
and your the one ill shun
i hate you mom; really i do
i despise you mom; i F****** hate you