liking someone
let me pose a question.
how do you know if u like someone? and i mean, not as a friend. how do you know if the guy that you think u like,... you really like? or is it just the idea of liking him that appeals to you? maybe you've liked the guy for so long that u dont really like him anymore,you just think you do, and keep thinking back to when u first liked him? that would work with the idea of just wanting to like someone so bad, you force urself to like them.
i cant tell whether i still like this one person, or if i like them as a friend now, and i just want to like them, because he's...attractive, and has a great personality, and i for sure used to like him. im very quinnfused, and dont know what to do. and i cant afford on the off change for him to start liking me, and then i go and hurt him when i figure out for sure that i dont like him anymore. i wish hed figure out he liked me, and then we'd hang out, and id realise i really do like him, and this was just my mind telling me i liked him a ton, instead of me not liking him at all.
i also couldnt see myself doing anything... sexual? with him. even though he's cute. so i guess that makes me attracted to his personality. but thats not completely out of the ordinary.
help??
oh yeah, by-the-way. ive been saying really mean things to people (in a joking tone of course) lately. i dont know whats gotten into me. first katie, then jon. then sara, then (i almost ran) seth (over, by accident), then i said something mean about someone to anna. jeez, im a bad person...
basically ive been feeling like a bitch. haha
how do you know if u like someone? and i mean, not as a friend. how do you know if the guy that you think u like,... you really like? or is it just the idea of liking him that appeals to you? maybe you've liked the guy for so long that u dont really like him anymore,you just think you do, and keep thinking back to when u first liked him? that would work with the idea of just wanting to like someone so bad, you force urself to like them.
i cant tell whether i still like this one person, or if i like them as a friend now, and i just want to like them, because he's...attractive, and has a great personality, and i for sure used to like him. im very quinnfused, and dont know what to do. and i cant afford on the off change for him to start liking me, and then i go and hurt him when i figure out for sure that i dont like him anymore. i wish hed figure out he liked me, and then we'd hang out, and id realise i really do like him, and this was just my mind telling me i liked him a ton, instead of me not liking him at all.
i also couldnt see myself doing anything... sexual? with him. even though he's cute. so i guess that makes me attracted to his personality. but thats not completely out of the ordinary.
help??
oh yeah, by-the-way. ive been saying really mean things to people (in a joking tone of course) lately. i dont know whats gotten into me. first katie, then jon. then sara, then (i almost ran) seth (over, by accident), then i said something mean about someone to anna. jeez, im a bad person...
basically ive been feeling like a bitch. haha