Thoughts....Venting
so many thought are running through my head and i can't do anything about them it sucks...
here are some of them......
FUCK OFF... no one cares anymore....they want you to die...can't you see their tainted smiles lying to you....don't you feel them plotting your demise...why do you even bother trying to fit in you'll never fit in.....God Why can't you just kill yourself?....your worthless.....no one wants you around....your dead to the world....just give up....no even wonders where you are...no one would give a shit if you died...your not even worth the breathe you are breathing....you think you such a great person....your so fucking horrible you don't give enough to anyone....you just cause everyone pain....and its as tho you seem you like....wtf?.....you wish you had no more pain...but that all you ever have cuz you hate yourself....you will never reach success if you hate yourself....you can't even stand the sight of yourself...you father doesn't even care about you enough to call you...your mom treats you better than she should...you brother see you for who you really are..a disgusting piece of shit.....your trapped in the vortex of agony and you'll never escape....you scream and no one hears you....you reach for the unreachable and you never achieve it...its no fucking wonder why dave hasn't talked to you in a 3 days....you have the dream but not the drive....you don't deserve to life...shit man....thats all you are you worthless and fucked up...it no wonder why you friends don't talk to you...no wonder your father hates you...no wonder why you can't see you lil fucking sister you'll fucking contaminate her......your diseased....your like a fuckin child.....you don't give a shit about anything or anyone....you a fucking bitch and selfish....you exactly what you hate in everyone else...your a fucking hypocrite....you lie all the time....your not worth anything to anyone...FUCK YOU, TINA!!!
ya...i posted that on my deadjournal a couple days ago....but i thought everyone here should kno why i don't said myself when you guys talk to me....ya thats basically it
here are some of them......
FUCK OFF... no one cares anymore....they want you to die...can't you see their tainted smiles lying to you....don't you feel them plotting your demise...why do you even bother trying to fit in you'll never fit in.....God Why can't you just kill yourself?....your worthless.....no one wants you around....your dead to the world....just give up....no even wonders where you are...no one would give a shit if you died...your not even worth the breathe you are breathing....you think you such a great person....your so fucking horrible you don't give enough to anyone....you just cause everyone pain....and its as tho you seem you like....wtf?.....you wish you had no more pain...but that all you ever have cuz you hate yourself....you will never reach success if you hate yourself....you can't even stand the sight of yourself...you father doesn't even care about you enough to call you...your mom treats you better than she should...you brother see you for who you really are..a disgusting piece of shit.....your trapped in the vortex of agony and you'll never escape....you scream and no one hears you....you reach for the unreachable and you never achieve it...its no fucking wonder why dave hasn't talked to you in a 3 days....you have the dream but not the drive....you don't deserve to life...shit man....thats all you are you worthless and fucked up...it no wonder why you friends don't talk to you...no wonder your father hates you...no wonder why you can't see you lil fucking sister you'll fucking contaminate her......your diseased....your like a fuckin child.....you don't give a shit about anything or anyone....you a fucking bitch and selfish....you exactly what you hate in everyone else...your a fucking hypocrite....you lie all the time....your not worth anything to anyone...FUCK YOU, TINA!!!
ya...i posted that on my deadjournal a couple days ago....but i thought everyone here should kno why i don't said myself when you guys talk to me....ya thats basically it