Aug 12, 2006 00:02
Things have been rough this past week...i mean damn..i almost had an emotional break down at work 2day but i just sat in the walk in and thought about a few things and pulled my self togeather...i thought about a few things..and i realized..wow..im kinda a boreing person..and really FUCKIN busy as well...monday thursday and today consisted of wakein up for skool...than goin to practice than proceedin to work leavein work about 11 commin home showerin and sleepin...goin threw my SR year..im hopein i make new friends..i walk class to class and i dont talk to anyone..i really dont have any "friends" in any of my classes..i mean just people that ive talked to a few times over the years and kinda knew...but i cant really say that i have friends to hang out with like i did at lunch last year or like between classes or anything like i have in prevous years..its kinda sad.. i kinda hang out with nick and connor..but..meh...i feel as if im blown off and not wanted so i limit my appearnce...i guess im just feelin a bit down lately...
everyone i surrounded my self with just seems to be sliping away...
whatever...im done...talk to you guys when ever...everyone thats goin to college..say bye before you leave...