Im Tired....
well im going on the 3rd night in a row with the thoughts of very little sleep..the past 2nights have been spent drinking..well tonight im drinking alone..washing away my depression...but it seems to me as i sober up it comes crawling back..
i went out to the races tonight..and i realized the CRAZYEST thing..and im still in shock/thought about it..i dont want to admit this scary thought becuase it will just break my heart even more..
anyways went out to the races some crazy shit happened..the guy got a knife pulled on him and he almost got stabed..but he took of running..so i bounceed outta that shit..rolled around..went to hit up presedents but it was hot out there so i just procceded to meet up with everyone else..on the way to the corse i rolled on a mustang and beat it! my car is the shit on rolls..never lost a roll..so that was my 2nd victory on a mustang made me happy..
im just kinda sad im at my house at 4am drinking alone in my room listening to crunk music..and this CRAZY fuckin idea in my head about this sictuation but WTF...i dont understand how it can be....as much as ive been hurt thus far and than thease thoughts..no..no no...cant be..maybe ill just have another drink and make it away safe from this shitty idea in my head...
GOOD NIGHT neverland!
i went out to the races tonight..and i realized the CRAZYEST thing..and im still in shock/thought about it..i dont want to admit this scary thought becuase it will just break my heart even more..
anyways went out to the races some crazy shit happened..the guy got a knife pulled on him and he almost got stabed..but he took of running..so i bounceed outta that shit..rolled around..went to hit up presedents but it was hot out there so i just procceded to meet up with everyone else..on the way to the corse i rolled on a mustang and beat it! my car is the shit on rolls..never lost a roll..so that was my 2nd victory on a mustang made me happy..
im just kinda sad im at my house at 4am drinking alone in my room listening to crunk music..and this CRAZY fuckin idea in my head about this sictuation but WTF...i dont understand how it can be....as much as ive been hurt thus far and than thease thoughts..no..no no...cant be..maybe ill just have another drink and make it away safe from this shitty idea in my head...
GOOD NIGHT neverland!