SOAP BOX
i really feel odd lately..all my friends drinking and smokeing..ive given it all up but its just like i feel like the out cast..standing there talkin to people while there drunk or stoned..and i wonder everytime..why do they do it? i never really understand why i did it..it killed me in the long run.. im thinkin about my future as an athlete and maybe defending our country. and i mean how would u feel if u had some druggie or acholoic doin open heart sergery on u? we are the future..and maybe im just with the wrong crowd..but if im with the wrong crowd. whats the rite one? is there actually a wrong or rite crowd? ive found god. and i wish alot of my friends knew what it was like to feel the way i do when im hapy and not worrieing about my friends and if there gonna die today on some drug overdose or something...i have a great time with my life being clean and not doing anything its just amazeing how i can go from day to day and see the bright side of everything and i see my friends tripping on something at skool and you just never know who they really are becuase there always on something...