Jan 21, 2007 01:03
It's about 40 degrees outside right now. I can't stand the cold. But you have no idea what I would give, to be standing out in my front yard right now with your arms wrapped around my waist, and mine around your neck. Just like before. Looking at the stars, talking about how cold it is outside, but neither of us wanting to say goodbye. I always had the best feeling in the world then. When I started to get upset, I'd remember those moments and know those feelings were all I could ever need for the rest of my life. For whatever reason, I just cannot get over you. And it's the craziest thing. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I wish that there was something I could do to show you that I'm different. I genuinely care about you, and your feelings. I just can't understand why things changed all the sudden. I'm not going to ask you to be with me, because that is quite obviously not what you want. Even though I am completely miserable without you, the only thing I want to hear is that you are happy, no matter what.