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so...
4 months today.
it seems like it's only been 2.
so much has happened so fast.
like, 5 months ago i was with rob, thinking i was in love. or being in love. i can't even tell anymore.
and now ive been with joe for 4 months. JOE. my best friend in the whole world. it just blows my mind.
still.
haha i just can't believe how much has changed in only 6 months.
let alone a whole year.
2007 AT A GLANCE
January:
2006 was a terrible year for me, so going into 2007 i was a little less optimistic then i would have liked to be.
Tim and i had drifted apart apart because of his then girlfriend and my then boyfriend.
Carlton and i were really good friends.
I did really well on my PSATs.
I thought i was seriously in love.
My life was falling apart, because everything was out of order.
And it was 4 months with Rob.
February:
I met Noah.
I got suspended for no reason from East, thus compelling my mom to have me apply to the Met.
Valintines day with Rob was alright.
I wrote my John Lennon Speech for english, which set off a huge personal revolution.
5 months with Rob.
March:
Saradi and i hated eachother.
I turned 16, and my birthday weekend was amazing. it was 4 days of pure awesome.
My dad and i started to smoke together.
Joe turned 20, and i had been talking to him a lot.
I went to rome for my birthday.
I transfered to the Met.
I met some people, that ended up stabbing me in the back.
6 months with Rob.
April:
I discovered a lot of new music.
Joe and i were talking, hours at a time, all the time. haha
I started seeing relationships differently.
I started seeing LIFE differently.
7 months with Rob.
May:
I missed tim's 16th birthday party because of jack.
I began to really feel like an artist for the first time in years.
I began to feel something was wrong with Rob and I.
But it was 8 months for us anyways.
June:
Trip with the advisory? HELL. that was fucking hell.
I was sexually abused and treated poorly.
But i met some okay people at the same time.
9 months.
July:
LTJ, SLM, and RBF was fun.
I could feel Carlton and I growing apart.
Joe came back from Arizona. and told me he liked me.
Rob broke up with me.
I was a HUGE mess.
..... 3 days short of 10 months.
I met Bruce and Krysten! :)
I started drinking more.
August:
I went to NH for a weekend to get away from all the Rhode Island drama.
I experienced something incredibly freeing that made me feel a lot better.
I spent a lot of time with Amber. I miss her. so much.
I discovered a lot more music, thanks to Joe.
Drama with Rob was so up-and-down, it felt like an emotional rollercoaster.
I started dating joseph, and he confessed his love to me.
I began school in Unity. I ended up transferring being Liberty was terrible.
Things were looking up.
September:
Stuff was changing so fast with me, it seems like nothing around me could catch up.
Partied a lot more, and started to hang out with new people.
I got my laptop.
One month with Joseph. one very hectic month.
I discovered some good literature.
Started chillin with Camas
October:
2 months with Jospeh.
A really uneventful month.
Bright Eyes and Against me... somtime in October or November.
November:
Joseph cut his hair.
I suffered a lot, health wise.
I started feeling very angry and depressed
I got frustrated with my friends being overly obsessed with weed.
I began to love my new advisory.
3 months with Joseph.
December:
I painted a mural and finished my Oil Painting class.
I tried to make a difference.
And today, 4 months with Joseph.
dshyfsfytrci
this was a really short year