panicky mode!

[rubberdream]

Gleb!! As good as life is at the moment, I'm really going into panick mode! Leah, the idiot, tells me /only/ tonight that her and Lex are hoping to be moved outta this joint by the end of this week, start of next!!! FUCKING HELL!! I haven't done any packing! And I need to start, but I can't start until I have a place where I can move my shit to! And for that I need my mum and dad's help because they have a bigger car. But they can't come and help me until weekend after this one coming! And OMFG *dies* Leah is talking about turning the phoneline off /this/ week! Like WTF!! This week?! That means no internet for 7 weeks!!! And I still have to pay for 2 months worth of internet that I'm not even going to be using. Oh fuck me, someone shoot me?!

I can't start packing yet either, because I have no fecking boxes to pack my gear into! I'm in deep shit. Why do I always leave things to the last minute?! *whacks head*Actually, no, not last minute! I didn't know that they were going to be moving out so soon! I'm going to be all alone, in an empty house, until I can move myself out.. And to god knows where! I have to find a place to live for 20 days, where?!?! Where am I going to live for 20 days?? Maybe I'll go and hire a cabin for a few weeks in a caravan park, it shall be cheaper rent! But then I have to find a place to store all my gear.. Why am I so unorganised?! Usually I'm better than this!!

I think I'll go be an ostrich... *buries head*