Yawn*
OMG. i am sooo uber tired... i got home this morning at 1:30. i went to sleep at about 3-ish, and woke up at 6. i arrived at school at about 7:30-ish, and here i am now, at home yet again, at 4:10.
the cheerleading season is over- my cheerleading life may be over. i'm too hurt to go on. i had to be carried to the paramedics after i competed both days. it's just so depressing. i've spent 12 years of my life trying to become this awesome cheerleader, which, not to sound too cocky, i think i've done some what well. but now--it hurts to even walk. it's horrible. my knee and hips and back...too much pain.
on saturday i definitely over dosed on the advil...the bottles says "no more than 6 in 24 hours" i had more than 10, and sunday i have more than 15 becuse i had to relieve the pain from saturday and sunday.
but i did what i wanted. i finished the season. whatever.
my most of my "team" hates me. well you know what? they can be pushed in front of the moving vehicle in germany. (in germany there is no speed limit) being on senior white has made me think of a lot of different things...back-stabbing, gossip, who i can really depend on (not of my team for the record). well. the only people that actually like me on senior white were apparently natalia, jessica, sophie, destiny and michelle. i'm ok with that though, they're a fun bunch of people-especially when we go on our little ranting and raving trips. oh well.
i think i'm gonna change my profile. i really don't like it..it's very oogly (worse the ugly--almost at hideous)
lol i gotta go to sleep... hasta*
N!C0lE
"She needs to take more baths"
"SWEATERVESTS"