FONE*
hello. i'm not completly recovered from my current depresion, but i'm getting closer. i read somewhere that like 36% of teenagers don't get into the college that they want. it made me think- what if i don't get into fsu? then what? all this work to not become what i want. it's a horrib;e thought, but it's something i really have to think about. i'm really going to try harder in school.
may your brake pedals be eaten by acidic snails
^ random anger/humorous remark. ^
i was talking to richard about somethings that have been going on in my life, you know, some of this, a touch of that, a bit of these, a tad of those. i got to the subject of best friends. he told me that B#3 is around me often, we should become best friends. i considered it, but she has her own group of friends, friends that she's been with her whole life, and will be with her whole life. and the one i've always been with has someone new. i know that everyone has "other" friends, but i never thought that with april, i'd be one of them. for some people it's easy to go from best friend to best friend, but i can't, i've only known one best friend my whole life. it's wierd.
you know what else is wierd? even though i really don't like cheerleading anymore, i am really sad that i might have to quit- and never go back. i have an orthopedist appointment for my hips, knees, and back. they might tell me that i can't cheer again-ever. i should be happy, i mean, i would have a life, and plans, and more. but i'm not- i don't know how to do anything else. i've been cheering all my life and i really have no other talent.
ok thats all
hasta*
RubberD
may your brake pedals be eaten by acidic snails
^ random anger/humorous remark. ^
i was talking to richard about somethings that have been going on in my life, you know, some of this, a touch of that, a bit of these, a tad of those. i got to the subject of best friends. he told me that B#3 is around me often, we should become best friends. i considered it, but she has her own group of friends, friends that she's been with her whole life, and will be with her whole life. and the one i've always been with has someone new. i know that everyone has "other" friends, but i never thought that with april, i'd be one of them. for some people it's easy to go from best friend to best friend, but i can't, i've only known one best friend my whole life. it's wierd.
you know what else is wierd? even though i really don't like cheerleading anymore, i am really sad that i might have to quit- and never go back. i have an orthopedist appointment for my hips, knees, and back. they might tell me that i can't cheer again-ever. i should be happy, i mean, i would have a life, and plans, and more. but i'm not- i don't know how to do anything else. i've been cheering all my life and i really have no other talent.
ok thats all
hasta*
RubberD